A friend is there to bail you out of jail..a best friend is the one sitting next to you saying "damn girl that was fun"

I read it and loved it...so of course i had to share it:)

i don't even know anymore, i am SO sick of trying to make something out of nothing..i think it's part of being a girl...CONSTANTLY over-analyzing things, well i just don't want to do it anymore, im so frustrated for allowing myself to be upset..all i wanna do is think happy thoughts.

i got my haircut today, i love it--something good

alicia is in bloomington, cas is working,lyric can't go out, and the fam is out- nothing to do tonight..could this summer be any funner?

i'm being a downer tonight--no more writing until i have soemthing happy to talk about

Natalie

I am taking a break from studying for my Spanish final, I swear to god I'll be dreaming in Spanish. Lyric is coming over to study with me, i'll have her dreaming in Espanol too hahahha. All I want is straight B's and I'll be happy, scratch that...ECSTATIC!

Summer is here, I'm not sure I can name one thing better than summer. Everything is so much easier for 3 months..you dont have to do anything if you dont want to and on top of it all you get a nice tan:) I l.o.v.e. summer period.

--> i'm thinking i might i want to go to the peru mall carnival..whose with me? hahahha sure its not as well known and popular as the taste, but thats just because no one goes to it, so i figure we could give the carnival folk some buissness and have a damn good time. andddddd there's probbaly no line for the zipper! ok, this paragraph has no real importance AT ALL..haha

well..i am gonna go study espanol

hasta luego--Natalia

It took a long time to see the person that you truly are, but now that i see you I can not believe I wasted my time. I wouldnt change our memories, and atleast I can still look back on them and smile, and i hoped that your were mature enough to feel the same.Maybe I put too much faith in you.

You'll never convince me your heart is in the right place.

1)Current worry?
algebra

2) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
a speaker

3) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
the inferno

4) WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time it is:
6:09

5) Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
 6:42 damnn..i'm never good at that

6) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
radio: leah from the real world saying "this is the best i can do, this is the best i can doo!" haaha

7) When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
just noww...feeling the pool water

8) Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
www.azlyrics.com

9) What are you wearing?
shorts and a t-shirt

10) Did you dream last night?
of course i did, i dont remember it though

11) When did you last laugh?
oh i'd say about 40 seconds ago.

12) What is on the walls of the room you are in?
blue wallss...millions of pictures

13) Seen anything weird lately?
uhmm i saw a dog with an amputated leg...but that just made me upset

14) Last movie you saw?
Gothika

15) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
a black jeep liberty, and billions of new clothsss

16) Tell me something about you that I don't know.
mandarin oranges make me want to puek

17) Tell me something about you the I know.
my name is natalie?

18) Do you like to dance?
anytime. anyplace.

19) Husband name? does it matter?

20) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? AnneMarie

21) Now, imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Mason

today was one of those days when i had alot of time to think, and i've come to the realization...if you dont like me, i dont care.. god forbid i'll live...and all i n.e.e.d. is the people i've already got. and those people are the onlyy ones that matter to me.

so there it is...short but sweet:)

alwayyys--natalie

hahh...This journal is dedicated to all the people who commented in heree..I lovee you alll:) andddd especially to katie reese because its her birthdayyy!!

friday night i went to my first officail Mary Kay party with Lyric and Alicia...and then we went driving around on her grampas four-wheelers and ruined our pretty faces (and jeanss:( hahaha) cuz the trails were prettyy muddy------->...it broke down once in the middle of the forrest and of course it was pitch black..hahh i was just waiting for some freak with an ax to jump out from behind the trees but as you might have guessed that never happened

saturdayy...started out terriblee, but ended up being a great night, thankss all to my sissterr:) I honestly do not know what i would do without her...(ok enough cheesyness) 

oh yeahh...steph and I watched Gothika when we got home and just about shit our pantss...i think it was almostttt as scary as the first time i saw the ring...

welll..i think im gonna go take a swim in the pool

muchhh <3 Natalie

i had every intention of writing a reallllly long mean paragraph just now, but that's not really my style, unlike you.

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I AM STRESSED OUT!! I am so ready for summer, it's 11:30 at night and this is the only time i've had to update my gosh darn journal (well that is ofcourse i had to take a 2 hour break to watch the bachelor, 30 minutes to eat, 1 hour to swimm, and 30 minutes to showerrr..ahaha) but what, i think theres about 5 days leftt? I can make it...

Mandy Jaye got kicked off the bachelor, i called it...they always had weird awkward pauses in thier conversations, and that's a killer for any relationship..

i'm gonna go find some allergy medicane, and hit the hayy

G'nightt...Nat

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA POWELL:)

today, i had a bad hair day.

well, i'm getting sick of being blamed for some things...like people's bad moods, but i am not gonna bitch for 9 paragraphs so yeahh.

after school cassie and I got ice cream and read eachothers yearbookss...(thank you guys for all the nice comments:) it seemed like it was a billion degrees as we were walking back to her house, and we were sweating bullets...ahahah right now as we speak shes swimming 26 laps so she can become a lifeguard...good luck with that girl

this is a shorty...i'll write more laterr

Nataliee Ann Meier:)

p.s. i honestly think i have the best friends in the world

today was a good day..i got back pictures from the weekend (oh my god) ahahah and we got yearbooks...so you cant go wrong with that

it's setting in how much fun summer is gonna be..i dont know how im gonna make it through the next 7 daysss, and of course since im so excited time will just drag by, which always seems to be the casee...i've still got SO SO much to do, my Russian revolution paper, my world history journal, and my biology packet...yeah i probably just sounded like the biggest nerd hahah

ate at the Master tonight and my fortune cookie told me i'm not living up to my full potential? hmmm...any ideas on what that meanss

hey guyss..everyone better sign my yearbook:)

thats all for noww-- nat

Last night was crazy, end of storyyy. hahaha

well pretty much this whole weekend was F.U.N, i loved ittt...there's so much to say but i dont feel like writing it down for your reading pleasure, ahaha so i'm not going to

today is mother's day by the way, and my mom and I are actually not fighting believe it or not:) im happy about that

THIS IS IMPORTANT--> does anyone know where i can get a job? leave me a comment thank you

counting the days 'till summerr-- natalie

honestly, everywhere i go i see people loving eachother, i've got a neighbor who lives a few houses down from me...she's mentally challenged...and she sits out on the porch with her boyfriend holding hands, and laughingg...waving to people as they walk by...there so perfect for eachother-->just now on Dr.Phil he's talking to a couple that have a 28 year age difference (weird I know) but i guess what i'm trying to say is...there's a lid for every pot.

 wellllll...tonight should be fun, everyone all together--it doesnt happen very often so i'm very excited

i do believe i just heard the news caster say a man just went to jail for killing more than a hundred stray dogs...who does that?

oh wait..he said saving more than a hundred stray dogs...thats nice:)

anyways, nothing really great happened today...except robby and I made up a game in biology when we were disecting the "fetal" pigs...he's funnyy

....school is mostly stressing me out, i can not wait until it's all over for a couple of months-->it'll be here before we know it (i mean it's all ready CINCO DE MAYO for gods sake) it reminds that my sister leaves for college in one year..but i wont stress about that

john's got a game tonightt...he's the catcher on "twist and scoop" ahaha

thats all for now----nat